On the Edge of Greatness

A place for my madness to escape it's cage.

Our Journey Is Here Now.

We can do better.

  • MaryJane Epiphanies: Part 1

    Amazing how, nearly every time I use THC to get past my anxiety or depression, I want to post epiphanies it provides to me with y’all. Weird. And that is what I am doing now. That might not seem like much to you, but these are unmasked thoughts as my behaviour gets analyzed over the…

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  • I want to sing again

    I want to sing again

    I am going through the process of getting Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS) to help my treatment resistant depression. My psychiatrist has recommended it. It uses magnets to “awaken” neural pathways that are not being used or are “dead” or some bullshit doctor speak. It looks to me like they are doing a defrag on my…

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  • Do. Or do not.

    Do. Or do not.

    Sitting here in bed trying to get up. Lately that’s been much harder than it used to be. And it’s not just from the pain from arthritis. It’s more mental. I just don’t want to get up. Why should I get up? I don’t have a job and it’s very very difficult for this old…

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This is how it all started…

I have had my own online blogging presence since such a thing became available. Livejournalwas my first, then Myspace. I started installing Movable Type (I love Perl) to manage my posts independent of where I was blogging in the late 90s.

I moved to Wordpressfor various reasons and now, here I am, still managing my own site in 2025.

NOTE: I broke my previous blog (serenityalways.com) with a failed plugin install, so I am working on importing my old blogs here. They may just suddenly appear, hopefully in the same order as I wrote them.

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I am Chris Colbath.

I am a Father, Brother, Gamer, GM, Martial Artist and Gen-X.
Been Rocking since the 80s and I am unlikely to stop now.
Anti-Fascist liberal Star Trek and Firefly fan. Got the tattoos and everything.
A lover foremost and a fighter if needed. I abhor violence as a problem solver.

I just want to be free to excel at whatever it is I want to excel at, without needing to spend all my time fighting to survive. So, this is what I am about.

All words written here are my own and are for my entertainment and potentially as a public service. If you have questions or concerns, let me know. I am unlikely to change much, but I will accommodate sincere concerns.

Resist. Do NOT comply in advance.